well i decided i was too lazy last night or today to make
a new one of these..ha so i guess i'll get around to it sometime
this week? hahaha
well today was pretty much fun. lets see, well michelle
slept over. we woke up early..around 7:45 and got showers.
then JR came over around 8:30 and we just chilled like until forever.
watched Bad Boyss II woo. what an amazing movie! and then
at like 1 Wiggy came over and then him & michelle went to go
pick up Anthony and Joey, and we all chiled here.
played pool and just chilled. it was cool. JR and
Wiggy are cool..they just met today
and they like are best friends hahahaha its cute. and then wiggy ,
anthony, michelle, and joey all left around 3:30ish?? and me
nay and JR chilled till like 4:45 and then we took him over
to his brothers and we went to McDonalds for some
fries. then came home and i slept, woke up and TJ
and meggs were here. it was cool .. chilled with them
till like 8:30 , then me and nay went to pick up Lyss
and Kir for there last night here and we all chilled up
at the Dub.There was a bunch of ppl there tonight. i met
some new ones, another Steve guy, and Chops. ha hes
pretty cute. they're awesome. Just got home a few
minutes ago..and now im just waiting for my special
someone to get on  i hope he does tonight. 
you were unmistakeably my first love.
&& i will never forget that. even though
- you moved away from me - a piece of
you remains with me.
you will always be a part of me
because you have unknowingly
showed me what i deserve.
&& every guy i'm with for the rest of my life
will be compared to youu..
 
Listen to your heart
when hes calling for you
Listen to your heart
theres nothing else you can do
I dont know where your going
And i dont know why
but Listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye <3
 
it's hard to remember how i felt before ;
now i found the love of my life . . . <3
 
But it's not so bad
You only the best
I've EVER had <3
 
& i would be the one to hold
you down, kiss you so hard, i'll
take your breath away. .
 
And the more I learn, the less I really know.
But to the things I do, I will hold tight. Because
I didn't win them without a fight. It's all I have,
I'm not letting go. I've never been less perfect than
today. Is my heart or is my mind what's in the way?
I'm listening with nothing left to say. Confusion
comes so easily. Like cancer, it kills gradually.
You can't recall when the light began to fade.
But I'll grab truth with both my hands, hold it
close 'til I understand, face the light and will
not be afraid.
I'm so much stronger, than I was yesterday
 
ask anyone..
when your name comes up in conversations
my eyes sparkle
and my smile shines
 
because once upon a time, we we're best friends.
&& yes, theres been a lot of bad stuff in between `
but none of that matters -right now-, okay?
you need me, im there. anytime, any place ;; anywhere. . <3
just remember that..okay?
  Bring em home <3
Dear girl, I think it’s time for you to let go of him.
He has hurt you & me too much. Just let the
memories fade. It’s time to leave him behind ...
I know it will be hard but it’s for the best, trust me.
Remember always follow me & everything will be fine.
Love always, your heart <3
 
DiD Y0U THiNK THiS SUMMER THAT
THERE WAS ANY WAY THAT Y0U W0ULD
FALL iN L0VE WiTH ME? DiD Y0U EVER
iMAGiNE THAT EVERY0NE W0ULD SAY
WE WERE PERFECT F0R EACH 0THER? i
DiD, & THAT'S WHY i DiDN'T GiVE UP
AFTER M0NTHS 0F FiGHTiNG F0R Y
 
do u kno how much it hurts, to be standing
there in ur arms, feeling ur heart next to mine,
knowing that we CANT be together? knowing
that u are SO close nd yet ur still a million miles
away? it's killer! my heart is so mixed up. it
rejoices at the very thought of u nd cries
whenever ur near nd even the being "Just Friends"
is perfectly fine, i can't help it... i want to be with u .. 
 
Do you ever lay in bed hoping that
tomorrow you'll wake up in the
emergency room and hear the words,
‘shes not going to make it’?
sometimes..i do 
 
Do you remember what you said to me the
day i met you? Like yesterday i can still hear
your voice. You promised to be still in my life
no matter what you had to do to be there.
Well, it's been a while and here we are
looking back on the times that we shared ....
 
Even though
'I've stopped liking you',
every time someone mentions
your name,
my head turns right towards them.
It's like every time I hear it,
I think of all that we could have had
and all that could have happened
THAT DIDN'T
 
have learned alot over the years through fake smiles
and unseen tears - friends sometimes arent f o r e v e r
that love doesnt always l a s t, happy memories stayy
with you- those moments go by last, so enjoy the good
things that go on now cause the good shit never l a s t s
 
heart broken ( noun ) [ he - art - br - o - ken ]
-- something that a guy does to the girl without
even realizing how much it really hurts the GiRL
. -- RELATED W0RDS -- asshole ; tear ;
endless nights ; death ; suicide ; pain
what you did to me has NO definition....
 
Her biggest fear was that one day he would
say "I want you back." She would break
down in tears trying to
think of a way to explain she¡s still to
heartbroken from the last time and
she's still not ready to loose everything again.
 AMEN 
He's my best friend, you know? The kind
where at the end of the day I love to come
home just to talk to him. The kind where
I long for the weekend so I can see him.
He's more than my best friend; he's my world....
 
Don't know how you do it.
But i fall every time
*:·.
.·:*
*:«
You amaze me
               
i guess thats basically the best show everrr<3
Well i guess im gonna try and sleep..thinkin
about some shit..thank you so much Jaide
for talking to me..and listening to what i have
to say. i luv ya boy. thanks so much.
well theres more than a few quotes + icons for yal.
Enjoy <3
Eddit.
I can't belive you guys are leaving today! Kir & Jake, im gonna miss you two SOO much. and Lyss you leave tomorrow...god i really dont know what im gonna do without you. i can't wait till labor day weekend when you come up for a little again. i love you all so much<3
FINALY MADE A NEW XANGA!!
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so thats whats up. and it was mandi and kelsey's birthday. and that was cool. so after LP we went up to the Dub for a little till kelsey called . then nay droped me and michelle off at her house. and we slept over her house. that was fun. (( i love her dog tucker. and he loves me )) hehehehe 
